obsessing over Walk the Moon rn
I’m so fucking done with this.
sometimes amazing oppurtunities come up and just hit you in the face like here i am!!! and even though youd think the decision would be easy quick painless it turns out that life doesnt work like that.
ive made such great friends and met such great people at this stupid frustrating coffee shop. im going to be sad to leave it.
as annoyed and upset and even sometimes resentful as i got with that place youd think that id be so ready to leave and be done.
but then i think of the people ive gotten to know this past half a year and the aweosme memories i made there and its a little hard to just let that go.
obviously i cant just walk away from this fantastic new oppurtunity that happened to just fall in my lap. but that doesnt mean that im doing it with a light heart.
this new page in my life is pretty bittersweet and surprisingly even a little more bitter than it is sweet.
its not like with the end of this job that its the end of all of my friendships i made while there. but that will be the case with quite a few.
this is getting long but i really am thankful for coffee n cream and i really do hope i dont have to completely part ways with it. even though half of a year is really a very short time compared with the rest of my life these past months have been some im not likely to forget easily. the good and the bad.
did u know that feelings are dumb and liking boys is stupid
well now you do
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Having a crush on a guy?
More like um no thank you I don’t remember signing up for this.
goddammit i really fancy this boy
like. god. dammit.
today didnt go exactly as planned but it was still fun and i still got to see him however briefly. and he hugged me.
goddammit.
rahahabia replied to your post: omgomgomg he invited me to six flags tomorrow with…
OMG WHO IS “HE” ;D AND GO TO SIX FLAGS GO GIRL GO!!
I AM! Ummmm… he’s a guy that may or may not be the owner of the shop’s son… Oops… He’s going with a class from school, but he invited me, and I was like “…that’ll be pretty awkward…” and he was like “naahh!” but yeah so my friend Lindsey’s coming with me so it’ll be less awko taco.
omgomgomg he invited me to six flags tomorrow with his friends. O. M. G.
guys, i’m just so tired. my work is so understaffed and all i do is help other people out but no one’s ever willing to pick up one fucking shift for me. i probably won’t get to see my friends who just got home. i’m just fucking done with this. i’m quitting. come tuesday i’m going to start looking for a new job. i need to get out of this shop where all i do is give yet i still seem to do nothing right and no one’s ever willing to help me out when i need it. i’ll ask for a day off and be scheduled to work nine hours instead. even though i have an appointment with my hand surgeon. i literally don’t understand why this happened. it was so great and such a blessing at first. now all i ever am is tired. i love my coworkers and i’ll miss them all so much, but this shit isn’t worth it. welp gotta go to bed to get up at 6am tomorrow for another long shift.
